fortune

can't say what keeps me here
dreaming on, dreaming on
i know i will drown again
but i shiver at the thought of your touch
wish i could say that you will be alright
wish you could say that'd you love to stay
but it ain't in the cards for us
you're not in the cards for me
and all my wishes in the well
never made me feel any closer to well
you know i'm a dark damned soul
but i'm alight with you
wish i could say that you will be alright
wish you could say that you'd want me to stay
but it ain't in the cards for us
i'll never be in the cards for you
consistency, a hand to hold when the night's too dark
barbiturates, a crutch to lean on in the absence of you
i lack common sense, just don't want to say
that we should stop this before it breaks us
wish i could say that it will be alright
wish you could say that you'd want us to push on
but it ain't in the cards for us
love will never be in the cards for us