starring into the void
lifeguards in the alleys
are out to get me
i'm still carrying this bagage around
you know it's wearing me out
i think this time i'll just
let it all disintegrate
i'm just passing through anyway
always
you know i never meant to stay
i fell asleep at the wheels of fortune again
i woke up beneath the heels of torture again

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how to, not to, make it, make up, shake it, fake it, feel it, kill it, take it, leave it, turn to, fall in, not me, you, we, done it, over it, sick of, tried to, give up, outlast, adapt, fall out, fail, love, live, die.
i am the man in my dreams who tells me to stop breathing entirely. infinitely.
just remember to forget, i was even here.